this past week has been insane, first I get dumped two days after my fathers birthday who committed suicided not even a year a go, let me be honest with my self on here even if I initiated the conversation that ended a lie a lie I told my self cause I'm desperate to find some one to love. And have daddy issues like everyone else, but all my friends are finding these amazing relationships around me and It makes me feel like my father more and more .......

but other then that I have had running crew and am prepping for a film room 905 my costume designers are WAY over their heads ( lead builder ) my running crew ended last night and my film prep is till wednesday when the next day we start filming which ends sunday ( i work the morning then do a night shoot for one of our scenes in a pool ) make a men's 50's bathing suit WOOT and a fantasy forest dress.

other then that THANK YOU TO ALL MY LOVING FRIENDS THAT HAVE WISHED ME A HAPPY VDAY OR DROPED BY WITH PRESENTS

Kelly Clarkson - Never Again